Reminisce of the past

我相信终有一天我会遇到一个懂得珍惜我，在乎我的人。
不管我有不有钱，漂不漂亮， 他都会永远爱我。

就想赖着你 - 杨果

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pretty much, walked out of my life.

Yesterday was so much more awesome than thursday!
Will blog about when i get home tonight!
ALL THE BEST FOR COMM SKILLS PEEPS :)

*i should start studying too.
yeah, at such a time -.-

I hate the worst day for 2010! It is like totally screwed!
I woke up at 9am, tutorial at 10am. Thanks.
Reached school at 1025, decided to skip tutorial cause the lecturer isn't NT. 
Write finish the important notes for psycho test. 
Met the girls and had lunch. Studied/slack with Vivian before the test at 2pm.
Went for test. Open the booklet, application questions. 
SHIT. I forgot what is defense mechanism and I didn't even read through hardiness!
Totally flunk the application questions.
Next, persuasive speech. Thought that it would be alright.
Realised that one of my cue card was gone during the speech itself.
Skipped the whole chunk on memory retention. Thanks, LingHui, you are so SMART.
Totally screwed up my speech and test. I am flunking my TESTS.

Tomorrow having BCS presentation and test. What a good day! 
My group don't even have our slides for presentation up till now.

I CAN'T STAND IT! I AM SO FRUSTRATED ABOUT EVERYTHING!

3 more chapters to go for psycho and it's almost 10 now! So dead.

Things I want to accomplish in 2010.

1) Save up money till my target :)
2) Get driving license!
3) Keep fit and able to run 2.4km in 12 mins!

I want a driving license like now :)
It's gonna be so convenient. But 1 problem.
I don't have a spare car =/

Worked today in the end. I can't claim back my cab fare!
$26.40 isn't a small sum! Grrrr! Should have take train there.
Only thought of that when i got onto the cab -.-
Dumb ass. I AM $26.40 MORE BROKE NOW :((

( Rants.. )
ignorance, shan't bother.

Didn't even sleep the whole night due to rushing of project work and rewarding of self :)
I completed GTT ppt. And also, i watched finish 3 drama :) 
I know i sound insane. Watching show and doing work throughout the night.
But it is because if i were to sleep at 2am plus, I wont be able to wake up at 7am!
I rather not sleep than to go school late for submission. Plus there's still things to edit!
Thank God that I've finished what i need to! Gonna rest as much as i can tomoro night!
Need to wake up early for work @6am on tue! This is insane!
In fact this whole week is insane!

Monday: 2 project submission
Tuesday: Work @ 6am
Wednesday: Piano lesson @ 9am
Thursday: Psycho test 2
Friday: BCS end sem test
Saturday: Comm SKills 2 summative test.

I HAVE THREE TEST THIS WEEK OKAY.
AND I HAVEN'T STARTED FOR ANY!
GOOD JOB LING. YOU ARE GONNA BE SO DEAD THIS WEEK.
I foresee mugging tonight, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday night mugging like hell for psycho & BCS & CS2!
I need the discipline and strength to do what I need to do =/ 
A day to start of right with God :)
JIAYOU LING =D

6 months is a long time man.

From tomorrow onwards, I shall start training myself!
Everyday, 30 triceps exercise, 45 thigh exercise and 30 sit ups :)
Plus, run 3 times a week, lasting min 30 mins :)
JIA YOU LINGHUI! IT IS GOOD TO EXERCISE TO KEEP FIT :)

Sometimes when you try to explain somethings, it doesn't get across or even 越描越黑.
At times, just don't bother explaining and leave it as it is. It might not be the best solution, but then to 越描越黑.

I feel so disappointed. Yes, there's nothing wrong with leaving.
But whether you leave at the appropriate time, that's another case.
Oh man. Lord! I need your help greatly!

I am officially procrastinator ling =/ I have been procrastinating this few days when it comes to school work.
I DREAD DOING WORK. argh. My body is so worn out. tired tired tired!
Econs project due this thursday. Psycho presentation this thursday, Public speaking rehearsal this thursday.
THURSDAY IS A BAD DAY THIS SEMESTER :( OH. and MONDAY TOO.
Not only monday blues, it is officially known as project blues!
Most of the project due on monday! which is stupid! Especially for those that due at 9am in the morning!
BCS web project & GTT project due on next monday.
I HAVE DONE SO LITTLE FOR BOTH OF THE PROJECTS!
And I just started on econs. So dead =/

GOODNESS, I should stop whining.
I need to be spiritually filled again =/
It is so dry like a desert. :(

( 爱不单行 )

I am suffocated by the number of datelines =/
So stressed up! 
Especially when I need to complete both reflective journal & persuasive speech by this week.
I am so lost for both the assignments and I feel like giving up :(
This is so stressful!!!

( Blah and Rants. )

( Thank God! )

Some times, things are better to leave it unspoken. 
Changes are indeed, inevitable. 
But did you realised that you are one of the one that had changed?
Never mind.
I have tons to say but there isn't that perfect ears that wants to hear it. 
Dang.

 DAMM, I still got 400 words to write for the draft and i am left with 30 mins -.-
ARGH.